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i should tell you, i should tell you,
i have always loved you
you can see it in my eyes.
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so, it's been a while since my last entry.
i went home this weekend for mr watts' surprise 50th party.
it was fun, but stressful. jeanne and i spent all day getting ready for it.
in hte end though, it was totalyl worth it becasue the party was a huge success.

on friday, i got home and jeanne came over and we had dinner together.
and then later kelsey cam over and we watched lord of the rings and talked.
it was absolutely fantastic, i can really talk to her about anything at any time.
and i love her for that. it was so much fun. i miss her when shes not around.

then today, sean and jeanne drove me back up to binghamton. it was kinda weird.
i kindof got a vibe that sean just.. didnt' want to be there. you know?
idk. and hten when i got out of the car, he like, barely kissed me goodbye and just wanted to leave. i get that it's supposed to snow later. but, i mean, he couldnt give me a real goodbye. and i hinted that he should come up during march and visit me, because i wont be home for a month. and he was like oh, maybe if you're good. [joking, obv] but, idk. i really just got the vibe that he was not feeling it today. he was barely holding my hand in the car and i dont know. i know he was tired but.. idk. he's stupid sometimes. like, last night he didn't really hang out with me cause he had to hang out with EVERYONE but he always made a point to come and introduve me to someone or come over to me and he was just holding my hand and like, would pull me into a hug and kiss my forehead or something cute. and today it was like he didnt' even give a shit that i was leaving. for a MONTH. like, you're not going to see me for a month.. and i dont even get a real kiss goodbye? idk. it was frustrating.

i feel like i only ever update in here when things are bad and sean has upset me. and it's like, things ARENT that bad, and sean's WONDERFUL to me. i just. ugh. sometimes he's so frustrating.

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BY THE WAY:

slumdog millionare was AMAZING.
and you should all see the movie.

it was truly, truly incredible.

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so, i don't know how many of you know or care..
but on tuesday california passed Proposition 8.
Prop 8 is a ban on gay-marriage. something that was FINALLY legal in california since june.

here's my friend Angie's journal entry, asking anyone and everyone that's able to help protest this ridiculous ban:

http://angiewavesgbye.livejournal.com/109066.html

please just go to the entry and read what she has to say. look at the articles and just.. i don't know. give EVERYONE a chance to be in love and be married. srsly.

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okay, here's my own little psa.

i dont live in calirfornia.
i live in new york.
and i think proposition 8 is disgusting.
please, if you live in calirfornia..
vote NO on prop 8

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thoughts on tonight's presidential debate anyone?
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Leave me an anonymous comment. Say anything. Tell me your stories, your
secrets, those things no one ever asks but you wish to tell. Tell me
about your love, your hate, your indifference, your joy. Tell me everything
you have always wanted to say but never could. Ask for advice.
Anything you want. I'll reply. I promise.

Post anonymously. Speak honestly. Post as many times
as you like/need. One faceless wonder to another. Pour out your heart and
soul. In this entry, you can say whatever you want.

--i stole this, so i can't take credit for making it up. but really, do it!

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